Just yapping..

                                Okay, so I'm not working and I'm not even sure if it was the best choice after all. Nevermind on the reasons. Just can't stand not working knowing I could be doing that right now making money I could use. What changed between now and before I quit, I don't know. I just feel its one of my dumb choices I been making lately, but we learn and keep going. A friend told me "you fall off the horse six times, you get back up the seventh time" well it was something like that, but hope you get the point. At the same time I'm having a hard time seeing what God's plans are for me or what's in front of me, but I'm praying about it.
                Praying seems like the best choice anyone can make. And you can get stuff and everything off your chest sharing it with God, He already knows and ready to listen at any time of day or night. I just hope I'm doing what God wants me to do, I know I don't do enough so I'm trying to do more then reading a verse here and there, praying/talking to God about life and what not.
               I like singing in the choir and that helps even though I really can't sing, but don't think that matters to God because I'm only singing to Him and no one else. I been wanting to do that forever and glad I get to because I wasn't even sure if I'd be allowed to so I think its awesome. And yes, I'm on here because I am just bored today and rather write about what's on my mind then not at all. Hope its not too personal, well to me I just simply feel like I'm yapping mainly.
              I got a young cat name Chewy, he sure is the best. I feel so lucky to have him and so greatful a friend of mine got me him. Chewy likes to be up in my face whenever he can, I on the other hands would like to breath. He likes to be loved on meaning petted and talked to, and playing. When he's not getting the attention when he wants it, he goes around my feet maowing at me. His maow is very soft and he looks at you like you know what he's maowing about so he'll expect you to answer him. What I like about him the most isn't just one thing, there's many things about that cat that brings joy and puts a smile on my face, sometimes he can make me laugh by the silly things he thinks he can do. Overall, he's the best cat I say. And I already love him so very much, I especially love how he returns the favor. Loving me back, being a friend when I need one. Even though he can't talk back, I think he tries to by maowing and letting me know it'll be alright. So I guess you get the idea he's a great cat.
             Now that summer's over and school starting, things change once again and always will. I don't like change much, but when I get old I imagine I'm gonna hate it because the world's going to be a different place with technology by then unless if Jesus comes back before then or if I get call home. Technology is already changing the world, kinda neat and kinda scary. Depends on what it is used for I guess, just as long as it doesn't replace our amazing God who Himself is neater and greater then anything. Even technology and money. Now about the money, that's just sad. But yapping about that I find it very unneccsary because it seems everything has to be about money and it doesn't, but it is. In a world without Jesus.
            Life just been different for me since I been out of the hospital and I guess if it makes any sense I'm trying to find my place in this world with Jesus by my side. But God been so good to me, and He continues to amaze me all the time that He's there reminding me so much like how bless I am to have the people who are around me, my Christian family. Sometimes knowing things like that is all it takes to put a real smile on your face because life can always be so much more worse, but nothing can change the fact that we Christians will always have Jesus no matter how bad they get. Life is so much more then money and technology. Things that keeps us from God, our Heavenly Father. Just so there's no misunderstanding I love my blood family very much and they mean so much.
            Well, I'm think I'm done yapping on here so I'll get off for now until next time I have something better to share then just yapping, at least I don't feel like I waste my breath. Better go, later.