Life as I know it..

Not really..
I don't know anything about the plans God has for me or what His will is, only He knows.

It's crazy! I already moved in and all unpack. I love my place, but to be honest its a little harder then I thought. That won't stop me though, and maybe nothing can when I got Jesus by my side.

I knew it'd be hard, but I think that's why God made us friends so they can be there by our side so we can see He is there. I have a bigger family then I realize. Lastnight a friend of mine told me that, Christian family. The biggest one there is! And I love it, I'm so greatful we have each other.

When my friend told me she doesn't know how I do it, but I am. That was encouraging, and today another friend of mine said something that was encouraging as well because she said I encouraged her. God continues to remind me, "Hang in there, don't give up, I'm here and I'm not leaving!" He always letting me know that He is, and that's more then enough to not give up! I cannot live without Him, I want to know Him more...

I love being on my own, keeping my place all nice and neat. The thing is though its so quiet there, I listen to music when I need to. But until I know what my bill is, I don't wanna use alot until I know how much it'll be. Its cool to be living in LaGrange, I rode my bike to the library just to get on here. That's gas saver!

I just hope some people aren't right about me, I think I can actually do more then what they think and go further then anyone knows. More then I know myself.. I'm just so greatful I even made it this far, but if it wasn't for having God and Jesus in my life. I wouldn't and couldn't have made it this far, I wouldn't have had my Christians brothers and sisters who still encourages me or the kind of comfort and love that only Jesus can provide that helps me the most. Having faith in something I cannot see, but knowing its real and there. I do have doubts when times are hard, but in my heart.. It will always come back down to Jesus, I live for Him, to please Him, to make Him proud, and because He makes me happy knowing He's there.

Now I gotta go, library is closing. BYE!!!!!!!!! And I'll write again... (: